Game Design as Expression Pt. 4

“If game design as expression is so cool and useful, why don’t people do it more often?”

In short, there are three major problems that get in the way of Expressive Game Design Utopia.

  1. There are very few approachable tutorials out there.

  2. There are very few tools for easily building games.

  3. There are very few methods for easily sharing games.

It’s a bit of a desert out there, huh? Which is weird, considering how big of a gaming boom we live in. But: consider the ubiquity of games, vs the ubiquity of writing little poems, scribbling a frustrated blob in the corner of a notebook, taking a picture on your phone to capture a sunrise that made you tear up for unknown reasons… we do little expressive gestures with most mediums all the time.

Just not games.

And, in fact, it’s downright silly for most people to imagine assembling a game with any ease that taking a picture or writing a poem has. A few awesome coders are talented enough to toss together some assets and make a cool thing, but that’s more of an exception than norm.

The reason I’m dedicating an entire blog post to complaining is that, if we want game expression to be more common, we have to actually know the details behind the blocked rivers. So here we go!

1. There are very few approachable tutorials out there.

Do you know what a positive feedback loop is? Do you know how to design a level cadence that properly applies an escher-style skillset principal? Do you know how to make use of a Mordin’s Paradox to modify indeterminacy?

If you said yes to all of them, you’re lying because I made up Mordin’s Paradox. But it’s seriously difficult to find normal information on building games, particularly because all existing tutorials focus on programming, making games under the assumption that you’re going to sell it, or focusing on kind of broad concepts without clear applicable takeaways.

2. There are very few tools for easily building games.

i guess ill start with wheel collision

i guess ill start with wheel collision

Yes, there’s Unity, I guess. And yes, there’s playing cards and dice you can get from Walmart. And YES there’s RPGmaker. There are tools for building some kind of game, but almost all existing methods suffer from either being ridiculously narrow (there’s only so many dice games out there you could make) or requiring a moderate buy-in. I’m literally part of a game company and I still don’t really program. In short, game design tools are either so simple that it’s not obviously clear how you could use it to express yourself, or are so complicated that the act of expression gets bogged down in the systems that were clearly designed for something way more polished than what you intended. Furthermore, game engines tend to be heavily biased towards creating certain genres - so even if you learn RPGmaker, a game involving 3d physics simulations may not work so well.

One of the tools that I found is actually somewhat useful for games is Twine. This tool lets you just kind of get typing, and only requires some basic coding-adjacent vocabulary to express certain things in any number of ways. But I’ve been writing essays and short stories since I was in kindergarten, so while it’s great for me, I can’t pretend it’s accessible for everyone. Plus it’s a bit closer to interactive literature than it is to ‘game’ a lot of the time.




3. There are very few methods for easily sharing games.

This is, in my opinion, the biggest problem. But also the one that’s perhaps the easiest to solve to make a positive feedback loop. Consider this: there are zero ways ‘in-house’ to share a game on the top social media platforms. On Facebook/Tumblr/Instagram/Twitter/etc you can share videos, text, images, sometimes audio (albeit embedded in video)… but there’s no way to easily share a game you’ve made. You pretty much always need to find a third party that’ll host your files like github, dropbox or philome.

That extra step, in my opinion, is a big issue in the way of sharing interactive expression. Imagine if on Facebook you could quickly toss together some kind of interactive expression like, right on your wall? It obviously wouldn’t be that complex, or anything resembling a full game, but I bet if it was easier to share simple games with people, without it being a big production every time, people would be way more inclined to do it.

15 people clicked ‘play’, collected four souls and got bored

15 people clicked ‘play’, collected four souls and got bored

This is also a cultural issue - games are generally expected to be worth the time, and are expected to be polished. Making a little expressive thing just doesn’t happen. If you were to share a game now, it could easily be misinterpreted as your attempt to sell something instead of just a way to describe your feelings or ideas. Hmph.

So what can we do? Well, I’ll get to that in the next blog post! Which I believe will be the last or second last in the series… let’s end with a recap of everything I’ve talked about so far.

  1. You can express yourself by designing games.

  2. Some people don’t have an outlet for properly exploring their self-identity, expressing their feelings, or otherwise producing art. Making games might be the right outlet for those people.

  3. You can express yourself by conceptualizing your problems into the metaphorical field of a procedural framework. In other words, you can make the character in a game experience the same things that you are in terms of 'game mechanic’ - what is hard to do in this game? what is easy? what is the solution? what is the problem?

  4. Game design as expression isn’t currently much of a thing because there’s pretty much no information on how to make expressive games, all the systems for game design require a lot of practice and buy-in to get going, and it’s very hard to actually share what you’ve made without being dramatic with third-party sites, big downloads, etc.

Hang tight, we’re almost done! Next week we’ll look at some solutions or alternatives, things that work for you right now to mess around with, as well as some ideas as to how entrepreneurs could shift the landscape of interaction design. Until then I think I have a workaround that will admittedly sound uncool but just might be the trick…

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Game Design as Expression Pt. 3

Game design as expression… a weird concept, eh?

- Aristotle

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Hey! This is part 3 of a series where I discuss the concept of using game design as a means of self-expression. [Part 1][Part 2]

The most intense and strange discussions are to come. For now we get an easy week in which we’ll look over the unique affordances of game design as expression compared to your other options, such as singing or poetry or drawing.

Games are neat because

  • Players embody avatars, so you can help people feel like they “are” someone

  • Players can understand “invisible” systems and rules by going through those rules themselves

  • Players can see feedback from their own agency in a certain world

I originally had a list saying the strengths of everything else like music and art. But partway through writing it, I realized I was having a lot of trouble pointing out concrete differences between why someone would want to use (for example) music over writing or painting. More or less, it always boiled down to “it’s just what you’re comfortable and good at.”

Maybe with music, you have way more freedom to collaborate with other people, or you get the ability to improvise more freely among the temporal plane since it’s something you actively express ‘over time’.

And, maybe writing feels best for some people because it’s the perfect amount of structure and freedom to have pre-existing meaning-markers (words) to play with.

But then, painting lets anyone who thinks visually do a 1:1 conversion of their feelings onto a page. Or something close to it, anyway.

My point is this: I don’t think I can make a concrete list of what affordances each medium brings, because everyone kinda has different reasons for using their medium of choice.

But if I were to generalize, I think game design can be useful if you happen to be the type of person who expresses things better through procedures/rules rather than the other media you have available.

So, instead of speculating about a person choosing media, I’m going to speculate about the medium choosing people. Here are some things that make you a good candidate to make games for expression.

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1) If you play a lot of games.

This sounds obvious - you like them, so you’ll recreate them, right? What I mean though, is that the #1 way to get better at writing is to read. And the main way to get better at filmmaking is to watch movies. And so on.

So in that regard, if you enjoy playing a lot of games, and you start to think about them critically, then you’re already kind of set up for success with actually doing game design yourself. You already have an instinct for how games can express one feeling or another. Aside from just knowing some design tips, playing games also gives you a good idea of tropes and figures for you to mess around with for one effect or another.

2) If you’re good at thinking about frameworks.

This is a bit modified from Ian Bogost’s Procedural Rhetoric. What I mean is that, if expressing yourself through gameplay is creating rules and reactions and feedback to demonstrate a certain mood, then it helps if you already happen to approach your identity/emotions from a systems perspective.

That sounded a little abstract, huh? To generalize (a lot), we could maybe make a theoretical scenario in which four people all feel the same mood.

  • The painter makes an abstract image involving spikes, bold dark blotches, but also a daub of yellow in the center.

  • The writer weaves a metaphor of a flower pushing through asphalt on the side of a highway.

  • The musician jams out a tune with slow sweeping beats in D minor featuring a few cello tracks as the main melody. Near the end of the song, the key shifts and the cello picks up. Hard to type out but I hope you get the idea.

  • The game designer makes a cramped room with a host of un-interactible elements, even though you have so many actions that you can do. Eventually you find, in a hidden corner, a spirit that has a unique reaction to each of the actions you do.

I typed this up on the spot so it’s a little trite… don’t @me pls. But I hope that conveys the idea of how you can express some kind of meaning in a ton of different ways. Game design is a little funny because you often need to combine visual+auditory+procedural elements to make something work. But then again, rappers combine poetry with samples and instrumentalization. And I haven’t even brought up all the weird stuff that film needs to think about, like acting and set design. So it goes. But let’s get back to the main point - no shame if you forgot, I did too - we’re looking at what kind of person should seriously consider game design as a medium for expression. And if you think in systems, maybe that’s you.

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3) If you’re competent, or willing to become competent, at game design tools.

This sounds self-fulfilling, right? Or at least, a repetition of the second point (if you’re good at thinking about frameworks). Well, the difference is that it’s one thing to have a natural propensity imagining things as particular medium, and another to have the physical, mechanical and logical competency to get that internal storm out of your body and into the world.

At some point you have to either be good at, or be willing to learn, how to actually implement your cool thoughts.

...And that’s the problem, isn’t it?

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It’s not easy making a game. Even card games or dice games are difficult in the sense that they’re kind of limiting objects to think with. Which can be good for starting designers but… good luck easily expressing your feelings for someone with a pair of dice and some blue tokens from Wal-Mart. What are you gonna do, have people read your rulebook for 30 minutes to discover how to play a 10-minute procedure that expresses a warm and fuzzy feeling?

(Personally I am so down for that, but that’s not exactly accessible.)

I’m getting too heated too soon, though! Next time we meet, we’ll look at the problems that get in the way of actually using games for self-expression. We know that it’s possible to express oneself through games, and that it has its own strengths. But we’re also going to know how difficult it is to make a game. There are a ton of problems, and it’s not easy to fix this system, but I honestly believe someone’s gotta clear the way for expressive games. I’m going to do my best to be one of them - and I hope we’ll have you, too.

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Game Design as Expression Pt. 2

Two weeks ago I noticed that not many people utilize game design as a means of self-expression. And that makes sense, as there’s tons of factors that get in the way of game design as an accessible creative medium. But that systemic stuff will come a bit further down the line. Today, we’ll learn how you can actually use game design for expression in the first place.

What? They’re not the same card?

What? They’re not the same card?

Let’s get the first question out of the way: “Isn’t expressive design obvious? Aren’t half the indie games on Steam basically game design as expression?”

sometimes a game is just for passing time in lectures and that’s OK

sometimes a game is just for passing time in lectures and that’s OK

The answer isn’t “no,” but rather, it’s “not necessarily”. A number of games definitely feel like creative expressions, but a whole bunch are more about being fun than being a means of conveying feeling(s). (IMO that’s because a fun game will simply make more money than a game that helps you deal with your personal issues. And dominant ideology in the game industry is to make sales, so...)

In other words: Just like how forensic sketches are designed to be useful, most games are designed to be fun. But fun is not the same as expressive. And while they’re not mutually exclusive, they’re also not guaranteed to come hand in hand.

There’s plenty of literature on fun games, so let’s get to expression in games and how to do it!

It’s kind of hard to just outright teach you how to be a maestro, just like how it’s hard to teach one to write music or poems. But here’s a start, which I’ve translated from university creative writing courses and workshops…

  • Understand the mechanics and tools (variables) at your disposal.

  • Make a system that aligns with how you’re feeling or what you’re thinking, even if you can’t put it into words - especially if you can’t put it into words!

Example 1): if you feel like you’re never reaching your goal, you could “metaphorize” it into a really slow movement system, or a goal that’s impossibly far, or maybe it’s at the top of a staircase that never ends.

Example 2): if you feel like nothing you do matters, perhaps solving a puzzle will yield very little reward or change to the environment.

Example 3): if you feel like the only thing worthwhile is speaking with a particular person, you can change the reward system or even the structure of pathways to match up with that thought.

Example 4): if you feel like everyone else can do something and you can’t, you could have other character models that look like you easily doing something - except due to the UI or the mechanics. your character is simply unable to achieve the same thing no matter what.

Now here’s some real life games that do cool expressive things.

  • In Hyper Light drifter, one of the few times the player loses control of their character is when they start to cough up blood (from their sickness) - the character starts to move on their own, and player input doesn’t really do much to help. This kind of gives me a feeling of powerlessness against the sickness. It’s an interesting contrast to enemies, in which with enough skill you can always outmaneuver and destroy them… the fact that you barely lose step against giant frogs or powerful swordfighters but can barely walk when your disease starts flaring up? That must be one bad sickness.

  • In Pathologic, your character sometimes needs to walk into infected territories in order to get things done - but getting sick is an awful ordeal that can ruin the rest of your gameplay and permanently affect your playthrough. As a player you naturally end up trying to avoid these areas and even become fearful of these infected districts. Due to the mechanical impact of getting sick, as well as having the agency to make decisions around whether or not you want to increase your risk of infection, players can easily develop emotional reactions to infected areas.

TFW you’re trapped in an endless cycle to fulfill someone else’s vengeance

TFW you’re trapped in an endless cycle to fulfill someone else’s vengeance

In other words, it’s about using game mechanics to convey things that words can’t. Placing a character in a cage will make the viewer go “oh, they’re in a cage”. But placing a player’s avatar in cage will make them go “oh, i’m trapped”. I think all good creative art is about using things like colour, composition, rhythm, lyric, metaphor, enjambment, etc in order to have the audience not just see a feeling, but go through it themselves. So a game seems great for that!

Reminder that instances of expression are often not necessarily fun on their own. Expressing a mood through your mechanics does not guarantee making something fun to play. This is why, if your focus really is just on expression, game design for expression can be really helpful (for your own emotional state) but not necessarily a top hit on steam. But then again, plenty of games designed for fun don’t make it far either, so do what you want.

Let’s summarize, recap and clarify a bit:

  • Game design as expression is turning your feelings, thoughts or ideas into certain mechanical choices throughout a game.

  • Notably, you don’t need to make a full game. A small closed system can be plenty enough to express something - for example, a combat scene or even an inventory system. But you definitely don’t need a plot or a beginning/middle/end.

  • An easy way to express yourself through mechanics is to design a system in such a way that the player must make the same types of decisions as you are, face against the same (metaphorized) trials as you are, receive the same reward/punishment as you want to express, etc. Not all at once necessarily - I’m just listing examples.

  • Designing an expressive system is not necessarily the same as designing a fun system. This is why not all games are expressive - many designers just want to make something cool. Additionally, even story-heavy games sometimes have plots divorced from their gameplay, in which you’re telling a story but you’re not expressing yourself directly through mechanics.

This was a beefy read but I hope it was tender. In the next section we’ll look at the next question: if people can design games for expression, if it’s so great, why don’t people do it more often?

See you in two weeks where we’ll find out!

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